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Saturday, December 3, 2016

Just This...

Everything has changed.



The days grow short.  The light has changed, grown dim.  A great stillness covers the land.  Do you see it?  And does it inspire you much as it does me?

A wise woman told me that we'd all be happier if we could live more like the bears.  When the days are long, they're out and about, in a flurry of enjoyment, feasting on the warmth and bounties of summer.


And when the short days come and the light becomes dim, and the world is cold and still, then it's time to find a warm den, huddle up, rest up, breathe slow and deep, and listen to the calming silence.


Easy to do if you pay attention to all the reminders.  The dim light that removes the color from the sky and the trees and the water.


the almost daily fall of snow, the cold, which inspires you huddle up close to home,



to put another log on the fire. Or to drink an extra cup of something warm.

See, according to this woman, if people could just wake up in the morning and see what kind of day it is, sunny, bright and warm, or cold, chilly and dark, and then plan to do what the season calls you to do, every day is a happy one.


 No one is fighting to do the impossible, like drive too fast on an icy road,


or go sunbathing when the sun stays low and dim in the sky.


 No disappointment, no shattered dreams.  Just acceptance of the beauty that that day has given to us.

Can you see it?  If you can take the time in these dark days,  just stop, stay warm, breathe, and listen to the stillness.


Every day is a good day.  If you live like a bear.

Thank you, wise woman.


Sunday, November 27, 2016

If You Don't Get It...

I don't think I can explain it to you.

This obsession that some people have with birds. I say "some people," like they are all someone else and not me.  Sorry.  It's me, too, but I think only a little.  My youngest son would probably tell you it's more than a little.

But no.  I don't drive 500 miles to see a bird.  Or travel the whole United States.  Or the world.

We have been known to travel 263 miles to see the wintering Snowy Owls in Pickford.


And 163 miles to see the Forked-tailed Flycatcher in Menominee.



 For some reason, we never took time to drive 133 miles to Munising to see the Crested Caracara.   I don't know why, and frankly, now that the bird has moved on, hopefully to warmer climes, I regret not seeing it.  Because unfortunately, we will probably not travel to Florida where the bird usually hangs out.


Fortunately, and extremely rarely, you don't have to travel to somewhere, and the bird, almost miraculously, comes to you.  Like the Bullock's Oriole who has been hanging out with me the last week.


 A summer resident of the western United States, and a right-now-ought-to-be resident of Mexico, this bird has his internal compass somehow flipped upside down or something and he decided he wants to vacation way, way northeast of his preferred winter spot.

We had had a storm that traveled across the US from west to east that week, lots of wind and a little snow.  It probably blew him here from somewhere, but still, he was not where he was supposed to be when that happened, since most of his buddies have already been sunning themselves in Mexico for a few weeks.  Someone told me that when autopsies are performed on birds who get lost and then perish from the cold, most of them are found to have brain tumors and somehow impede the function of their otherwise amazing internal compasses.

Imagine if someone right now were to say to you, you must drive to Mexico and find a specific spot that you will come back to every year, or maybe a certain forest or even a specific cottonwood tree in the middle of Wyoming someplace. You don't get to follow a map, or a GPS system or even read signs.  Never been there before?  Go anyway.  How many millions of birds do that twice a year, arriving on nearly the same day, in the same forest, maybe ultimately nesting in the same tree?

Are you starting to get it?

Now multiply that by the approximate 800 different kinds of birds you can find in the US alone, or the something like 400 you can find just in the state of Michigan.  And every one is so different, yet so intelligent.

And let's not forget, extraordinarily unique, and breathtakingly beautiful.

I can hardly stand it.  Because you don't have to locate all 400 species to be happy.  Just studying your favorites, or the ones you can coax into your yard over the course of a year are enough to make you very happy.

And if you do enough coaxing, for instance, by having convenient feeders that offer an eclectic menu like sunflowers or niger seed



now spelled nyjer in the world of political correctness (even though birders like me have been pronouncing the word correctly from the get-go), millet, assorted suet/peanut butter/fruit mixtures, all served at different platform sizes and heights or from torturous (to humans and squirrels)  hanging devices or a cute but scary when it stares at you through the window penguin-in-a-top-hat sunflower feeder,

not scary in the daytime...

a totally different story at night

which is beloved by goldfinches and siskins and redpolls and chickdees, and other birds who don't mind hanging upside down or at any other strange angle to enjoy their dinner, something really REALLY rare might show up someday.

Like a Bullock's Oriole.  I admit, Bob saw it first, fighting with a starling (rat) at one of the suet feeders.



At first I DID get the oriole part identified correctly.  I knew because of its markings that it couldn't be the normal Baltimore, but my second thought, Orchard Oriole was also not correct.  When I asked for an ID from some folks I know at the whatbird.com bird identification forum, I was amazed to see that my stranger had indeed straggled there from a strange land.

The first couple of days were cold (for him, anyway) and he huddled, as birds do, allowing his amazing down coat to keep him from freezing.



 But with a little warmer weather, he started becoming more active, venturing around to all the suet feeders, plus reaping a bounty of downed fruit in the neighbor's yard as well.

So what happens when you report a rare bird to those people who indeed "get it"?

They ASK, first, before invading your yard.  And then they come, from 100 or 500 miles away, wearing their Carhartt jackets, mud boots, and sporting a 400 mm lens on one hip.  They share stories and photos and suet and a love for these little miracles.

And it feels good to be validated for what you already know:

His eye is on the sparrow.  Big time.

like this lovely autumn White-Crowned, to be precise


 Not to mention the Black-capped Chickadee-dee-dees,


and the tiny Common Redpolls,



 the velvety Snow Buntings,



the grazing hoards of American Goldfinches,

personally, I like their muted winter colors 


 or comical, beautiful, intelligent waves of Evening Grosbeaks.

three boys and three girls...aren't they beautiful?

I happen to think that Eye which gazes so fondly upon every sparrow of His own creation, will also shed a tear if this little orangy miracle gets caught up in a snowstorm or a cold snap and doesn't ulitmately live out a relatively (11 years, maybe) long livespan of forests and flight and nectar and amazing nest building and sunny Mexico vaycays.

I will shed a tear (or two), too.

Happy  (and safe) travels, little miracle, and thanks for visiting.



Amen.

P.S.  Do you get it now?

Wednesday, November 2, 2016

Busy, Busy, Busy

It's all good.

I know I have mentioned this before, but I LOVE the UP.

And I love my job.

I love my job.

Makes me laugh.  It's been a long time coming.

The creative well is a deep one, and every day it seems like I take another little dip into and find new stuff....where is it all coming from???

I know the answer, God...I do, really.

So thank You.

Today the frost is on the pumpkin.


And instead of mourning summer's end, instead of dreading the long dark months ahead, I am busy, busy, busy.

I seem to have found a little bit of balance from the noise and distraction I was hearing in my heart the last few weeks.  Now it seems like a grand opportunity stretches ahead of me, to reflect and plan and create my way through the dark cold months ahead.

My little shop is a happy place, warm and inviting (always smells nice here, too!).  It is quirky and eclectic, like me.

I hope you like the new sign, too!

And there are always projects in the working, or at least in the planning stage.

For example, on my work table today there are almost finished bits of my latest crocheting.

they don't look good with all the ends sticking out ;(


On my desk there are squares of bright flannel cut and ready to be sewn into SOMETHING.

This picture does not begin to portray the excitement I feel about an upcoming collaboratory project...STAY TUNED!

My back table is about to be filled with soap-making, and maybe other things today, too.  Who knows?

magical chemistry about to happen


And there are always new cards to make, more monkey sock animals to bring to life,

quirky and proud of it

 jewelry ideas percolating in the back of my mind, waiting to be tried.

and so many more not yet realized.....

Bliss.  Really.

Amen, amen!

Sunday, October 23, 2016

Noise



I'm starting to feel a little noise....

Once upon a time, my world was full of noise, both literally and figuratively. Teaching music class in a school with several hundred kids in it is sufficient to fill one's world with noise. Because of the stress of that, the noise carried over into my personal life as well. It seemed that everywhere the sounds of STUFF surrounded me, distracting me, filling up my ears and my head with the general buzz of the hive of humanity.

Yuck.

I can feel it coming back, little by little, insidiously.

It's my fault, and I need to stop it.  And so I will.

I am tooo emotionally tied up in this election. What would happen if I just let all that go, say **** it and just live where I live, in God's favorite (I think, but then again, you know He has lots of faves) place in the world?  Is that being irresponsible? I know when it gets to the point that it's keeping me up nights, and I am beating my head against the wall (figurately, for sure), and preaching only to a small small choir, maybe I need to let go.

And so I will.

I've been busy making stuff, and, I am pleased to say, making a little money, too. It's gratifying to know that people like my stuff.







But with busy-ness comes noise. I find myself needing to make lists to keep on top of my inventory needs, so instead of coming to work every day and saying, "What do I feel like making today?" it is more like, "What do I have to hurry up and make today?"

Noisy, noisy, noise!

Even being home on a lazy Sunday didn't help me today. Television noise downstairs, computer noise upstairs. It's time for hot chocolate or tea and sitting by the window wrapped in a warm shawl.








I'm ashamed at how little bird-watching has been going on lately, too






Or taking a drive deep into the quiet of the woods.




Stopping to take slow breaths of the silent cold air.

Or to feel the deep reflection of trees on the still water.



To watch the sky darken.



Or the moon rise.



To close my eyes, right now, as I am typing, and know that the noise is no one's fault, including mine, but also, that I do have the power to quiet it all by myself.

The seasons are telling me to step quietly through the woods and fields and along the shores that are my home.

To slow my steps and my breathing and my heart and my mind.


To stop listening to the noise, and to stop contributing to it myself.

I am so thankful to live in a world of seasons.



Thank You.

Amen.